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Current mood:  content
i look at the past
and realize now
that it would never last
he just wasn't proud
i felt like a secret
that he had to keep
i was never like the others
he parades her around
like she is a trophy
something for everyone to see
that was never me
he's so much happier now
i only wish them the best
i never meant that much
it hurts
but i will move on
disappear from his world
he lost a good thing
a safe thing
a loving thing
a giving thing
but it is already too late for me
but in my heart
i already know
that there will always
be a place for him
because i loved him so
i wish it were easy
but it is not such
so i know what i must do
leave my love there
but only that
and disappear
so that i am only a figure of his memory
he seems so happy
and thats what i want
so he is
and i will leave him
in his happiness |
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well well well...so much to say...have you ever been at the end of your string with someone...cuz it just seems u dont mean the same to them anymoe...have you ever felt like u make time for them but they never make time for you...have you ever been blown off days in a row...have you ever felt like they just dont care anymore...i do...thats how i feel...and i'm at the end of it...i'm done...no more games no more bull shit today was the last straw...i finally give up...i'm not getting you back...so why even try...ur lookin for someone else...when all you wanted was right in front of yourface...but u were too stupid to see tht you had a good thing going for you...a girl that would do anything at the drop of a dime...a girl that would love you endlessly a girl that wasnt afraid of commitment...and girl that loved you for you and nothing else...a girl that would be there to help you in an instant...a girl that stll loves you but feels used...a girl that is tired of being let down and her kindness abused...a girl that shouldnt be fucked with...a girl that wants to know she's wasting her time so she can move on and not dwindle on the past...she was the girl for you...u got scared and let her go...and now you have lost her forever...and all you have to blame is yourself...ur just blinded to see what you have really done...and now she is telling you she is done...don't bother anymore...i give up...i'm never gonna get you back...i'm done... |
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| so
no matter what happens
we'll always be this way |
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| Addicted
He’s like a drug
Addicting
He’s the syringe in my veins
A habit I can’t break
He’s the drug to my high
Something I can not
Live with out
He’s the ecstasy
That flows through me
Feels good with every touch
He’s the cause of my suffering
But at the same time pleasure
He’s the cold in my warmth
The darkness in my light
He’s the poison
that makes me thrive
He’s the drink
that makes me live
He’s the demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running all the time
It’s like I can’t breathe without him
He’s taunting me
He’s like a drug
And
I’m Addicted |
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| I hate my mom
she's such a bitch
i just wanna move out already |
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